Everlasting God, let the light of Thine eternity now fall upon my passing days.
O holy God, let the light of Thy perfect righteousness fall upon my sinful ways.
O most merciful God, let the light of Thy love pierce to the most secret corners of my heart and overcome the darkness of sin within me.
Excerpt taken from “A Diary of Private Prayer” by John Baillie, pg 99.
I find that my prayers can fall into a rut of sameness and form. So, I read prayers that others have written to provide a spark of freshness. Prayers of others also identify areas that I am missing in my prayers. They often point out the things that I avoid; sins that I know I need to confess but don’t.
It is amusing that we avoid confessing our known sins to a God that already knows all of them. We hide in the dark, thinking that He can’t see us. We gloss over the confession to get to praying for the circumstances in life that are troubling.
Confession doesn’t reveal anything new to God. But I often act like it does by trying to hide sin from Him. It simply puts us right with God. What I forget is that confession from the deepest parts of my soul brings glory to God. He sings over us when we acknowledge and turn away from the things that separate us from Him. It brings us closer to Him and His Holy Spirit, which in turn, changes our hearts so that we are more like His Son. If I look at confession in that way, it becomes a delight, rather than something to shun.
Holy Father, I confess that I try to hide my deepest sins from You. I pray that Your perfect righteousness will shine a light on them, revealing them to me. And that I would see them, confess them, and bring glory to You. Change my heart and sweep away the darkness. Give me a heart like Jesus. I pray this in His name. Amen.
Always bringing glory to God,